yes i finished the thesis. but somehow i dont even have the energy to write about it yet. i'll come back to that. the whole thing was quite an experience. good and bad. and pretty intense. how i feel now is that i ran a marathon that i wasn't trained for, and it was really hard to finish it. i finished it, but i'm still fucking exhausted and even wondering if it was worth it to put myself through that. so that's how i feel now... i'll update later.